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I am starting a journey that I call "RE" which means that after listing areas that I want to change or improve, I have decided to attack them with gusto to become the Me that I want to be. True to form, I was on fire for the re-newal but started procrastinating around month three and now I have three months before the big 40 arrives. Procrastination in my middle name...or rather, Tina is procrastination's middle name. See? Right there? In the middle? Tina.

Friday, December 18, 2009

REally? Step on the scale?

Not too scary or condemning, but it is the cold hard truth.

173.6

Yikes.

My goal is 120.

I am feeling pretty vulnerable. I have posted unflattering pictures of myself and opened up the ugly truth of my food addiction...for anyone to see. My WW group is made up of my co-workers. I have prayerfully petitioned God. I believe that is more than enough accountability to succeed. Now the real work comes in to play. I can have all of the "atta girl pats on the back" that I desire but it is now up to me. I must journal, I must plan, I must make wise choices, and I must exercise. I must not completely deprive myself of something so as not to binge later but still use portion control. I can already hear some of you (and me) saying...just before Christmas??? Are you crazy? No. I think it is the perfect time to discipline myself because the focus (for me)on this time of year has become gluttony rather than the amazing Gift that I have received from my God. My Saviour.

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